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Journal Theories
03:27
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Lookin’ back at the things that I wrote two years ago / everything’s changed I wish it all stayed the same / now I’m scanning my journals trying to find out what to say about / the feeling of feeling this way / in the scheme of things you never did me wrong / please come back it’s been too long / now I’m clenching my teeth so hard they start to sore / wondering why we ever said goodbye
I’m sick of wanting to go back to the things I hated at the time / you’ve become everything I lack please let me live my life without you
Not sure if I liked you or the idea of you / it’s hard not to after everything you put me through / my eyes still try to find you within some crowds / they’re most of the time let down
And hallways are endless filled with bridges and your eyes / that still hold everything but only for me
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Punk Lemonade
02:48
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Pink lemonade I'm new at this sort of thing / don't get me wrong, I'm getting along much better than anticipated / pink lemonade your words blow me away / and I'm more nervous than I ever thought I could be oh try not to fool me
doo x20
do you notice me noticing everything you do / do you understand anything I'm thinking / pink lemonade I can't feel this way do you feel that way do you feel the same / do you know what I'm saying
doo x26
and I'm sorry I can't talk without stuttering / oh I never know what to say / and I always think I'm blubbering / oh please forgive the dumb things I say
pink lemonade can I call you that / cause you're more like punk lemonade and I'm so lame I don't know what to say
doo x46
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Castaway
02:46
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I used to rely on you to keep the oxygen flowing and the stars glowing / but I couldn't be more wrong glad that didn't last long leave without a bow and please make it now / the pictures on the pages are nothing more than stages of ways I thought I felt when I said you make me melt / but every sentence wasted is a little less than sacred
Please tell me you intend to move away, make your own castaway / cause I can't stand another minute with you on the same planet as me
But after all you taught me what it's like to have something you don't want to keep / I could never let go now all I do is glow / but not quite as bright as you think you do / well you mean nothing and aren't even close to something
It's not one of those times when I wake up and realize you're really mine / that's now how it is, don't sugar coat it / when in reality you're nothing more than me / and you need to go through some punishment for what you do
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Kept On A String
03:13
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It's not that I'm different, I'm just not the same / and lots of people don't like me this way / 'cause I never know who I want to be / or maybe I'm just stuck on this thinking
Oh I'm trying to let go of everything that I couldn't hold on to / and oh I'm trying not to let the world know that my story needs something new
Maybe I'm just stuck on this thinking or maybe I am kept on a string / for the whole world to see me dangling from someone who said they loved me
Oh I'm trying to let go of everything that I couldn't hold on to / and oh I'm trying not to let the world know that my story needs something new
And I want them here I want them to see that I'm not kept on their string or at least I don't think
Or at least I don't think
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I'm Just An Asteroid
02:04
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No I've never net someone quite like you what's the trick to everything you do / I like all you are I'm just an asteroid and you are a star / sorry that I make so many mistakes let me keep looking at your face / I know it must get annoying but that's my think I'm so boring
and ooo I can't get enough of you / I don't mean to be this shy but I can't explain this feeling inside / and ooo do you even notice notice me too / cause you shine oh so bright and you're the only star I want in my sky
maybe one day you'll see me too as someone who's really just like you / that's probably one big lie please never ever say goodbye / and once upon a time I found you to be such a dime / but not one that comes in a dozen why haven't aliens tried an abduction
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Telescope
03:43
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She lives her life through a telescope / always thinking bigger of those who hold her hopes / always let down but used to it / never told to get a grip / she lives her life through a different eye / doesn't have to hear "keep your head held high" / always seeing and never being what a way to live / nearly always the one to give
nothing's ever as it seems and we're all living in a dream / heads above the atmosphere and feet without a ground / the way you want isn't how it goes and we're all here to show / I wish I could live my life through a telescope
he lives his days in a sunrise / at ease with all his empty tries / never upset with mindless offers / I get his thinking why bother / he lives his days at first glance / rarely giving out a second chance / always at peace or so it seems / a good actor if not
and she lives her life through a telescope / never doing things for show / and he lives his days in a sunrise / at ease with his goodbyes
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